...at times i feel everything is mithya - that's just what it is. Fake. To the core. There is no sense in being overtly full of feelings for any relationship that you have. At times I also think you need to get out of your emotional self and look at life and relationships with a different mindset. There are so many ways you learn to accept yourself. One of them was very recent. When I thought over and accepted the fact that there were things beyond feelings. Life and relationships were not always tied into emotional strings. Actually there is much more that I want to write. And Infact for a long time, I have been thinking of being bolder in writing things that go over in my mind than just things which are just picture perfect for my eyes and for others. Guess I would start doing that.
Coming back to my point, not everytime are you drawn to people out of emotional bonds. There is so much more. There is. And if I am right in what I say, then why does it become so difficult for a woman/girl to accept this and to cut strings from such relationships. I know women have higher EQ but why is it so difficult to get over anything that binds you at the place and when you know it isn't anything but emotional. Still got to figure that out. While I do, I intend writing so much more about this because there is hell lot which goes into my mind. I need respite..paper-respite, not really sure.
Another thing that I want to now write is about the changes in me as the years go by. The way I have been dealing with them. Changes...I know they keep happening every now and then but then there are some which you just are not used to..and which feature in your life only after a certain point of time...with age, with years going by...:) yeah I do realize the importance of getting old. I love it. So far.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Mithya
Posted by That was it... at 5:35 PM
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Well,the lady is back with her thinking cap on...Let's start by saying to each his/her own....we all have our own poisons....MITHYA-naaa...I don't think so-life is good.
About being emotional....consider the opposite-coldblooded....I think I rest my case
As to letting go.....it comes-u can never hold on to something/someone that was never yours.
And as far as writing goes...u should-still waiting for that novel..and u have drastically cut down on it-walk the talk ,my friend-WRITE
Sanju, life is good...it can never be better in fact...yet times often it seems hazy ..anyway...yeah and I am gonna write...Mithya should see the light of this year for sure...
:)
That's an honest post..
One of the things I plan to do this year is to write more as well!
Mona,
The world is what you perceive it to be. It is relative, relative to your own state of mind, and your own objective, and objectivity. Yes it is fake, if thats how you wish to relate to it. It is real if thats how you wish to deem it. Its all about perception. Its all relative.
Life is a journey. Love is a promise. Relationships are names.
Have feelings, intense and strong. But just increase the circle of your own selfishness. Be selfish for all the people. Want the very best not just for yourself, your friends, your family, your neighbors..........but include even those you dont know and feel selfish for them. Desire for them, pray for them, work for them, give for them. Include them in your circle of selfishness.
Well, you may say, achha, achha. I may have digressed, but well........!!! :)
You yourself say that change is your only constant. What is change if you can predict it. Life is transient, winding, and all changes are welcome. A change means you are evolving and alive. Else you are dead.
Glad you are enjoying getting old. Well this has been my copyright so far ;)
Shall wait for all those writings!
Anony, I asked you a question....how is you life going on? Update me.
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