Saturday, June 02, 2007

Cribs Day Out...

...I made that one up, obviously.
What do I do when I don't want to say some things?
What do I do when I don't want to do some things?
What do I do when I don't want to live for a day?
What do I do when I don't want to talk to someone?
What do I do when I don't want to let go of things?
What do I do when I don't want to be in unrested composure?
What do I do when I don't want to be reminded of things?
What do I do when I don't want to be fair?
What do I do when I don't want to work the way I am supposed to?
What do I do when I don't want to pursue what my career demands me to?

I know what would be the majority thought here..simply "Don't do, what stops you?' Well, its easier said then DONE.

Too much of work in office has left me completely disoriented I guess - did not even get a breather from the previous one - I have two more RFIs running parallel. Hopefully, these are the last of the lot for me and I should be able to move into another crazy, rather crazier role. Hoping for the best.

Well, it is easier said than done. It sure is.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Interesting set of questions.

Anonymous said...

everytime i read your blog posts, I am struck my an observation. You obviously love your work and you are a workaholic to the boot. But whenever you have to work long hours or at a stretch, there is a perceptible thread of guilt. Not the traditional "I-am-not-spending-time-with-family-and-baby" guilt but more to the tune of missing out on so much of life that is happening out there.
You really sound like a happy person to me and that makes me want to check and read your blog.

That was it... said...

Anony 1: Interesting yet difficult to answer.
Anony 2: Thanks for visiting my blog...whatever makes you think I like doing what I do...this ain't the case...I love to live up with the responsibilities that are aligned to me...but after a while, even the bestest of things get monotonous, unless it is something really creative and matches your interest.
Oh yeah, bang on...I have this guilt of missing out on so much more...for not getting the time to pursue my dreams...

Anonymous said...

Some more questions for you to ponder on. These are on a slightly different note. It is as if you are addressing yourself when you are asking them:
1. When will I be happy?
2. What do I need to be happy?
3. What is it that I take responsibility off?
4. What is it that I dont take responsibility off?