..I may be kidding here - but courtesy the hectic worlds we live in...it won't come as a surprise to me if I actually suffer from COD (Compulsive Obsessive Disorder). One of the things which is very eminent in COD is forgetfulness - short term memory. When your brain is thinking too many things at a time, you tend to forget things. From last one week, I have been noticing that I do tend to forget things...to give you examples, I left my cell phone on the bonnett of a car, while on a break with my friends at work. This happened twice with me, only the second time, I remembered after I had walked 10 steps. Yesterday, for the second time, I forgot something that was important...then when I am upstairs at home, I try to recollect if I have locked my car...and this happens to me everytime. I did read in the newspaper about COD and whatever it said made sense to me. With multiple things on mind, lack of concentration on small things is but natural.
Yesterday, we went to the hospital (I sprained my left foot two days back...and finally, after manish's constant nagging, I did agree to go to the hospital)and when on the reception, he suddenly realized that his wallet was not there in his back pocket (I knew he had fogotten to carry it, but he did not remember it and was worried if he dropped somewhere.)
Well, don't know if it is just the two of us or all of us here in the metros with such a back-to-back hectic schedule - I wonder if there is any charm in living life on a fast lane (!!! - I think I copied this phrase...)...Life in a metro..guess now I really understand what it means...I think I have left behind my highlander self somewhere in trying to make an attempt at living life in a fast lane and though I may have reached places, it's still that peace, that solitude, that highland, that quality of life that appeals to me. I am beginning to dream again..this time a worthwhile dream, which I want to nourish and bring to existence, before I die. Such is the passion that it flashes in my mind everytime I am alone and in a thoughtful mood...I know what it would mean to me to get that dream project going...just need a start and patience to see it through. (With the pseudo COD playing on, I hope the dream ain't short lived too.)
9 comments:
I encourage you to go-ahead with your dreams and do it with conviction. COD's are just a state of mind... when ever in doubt, just ask yourself;
m i not supposed to have what i want and what i need? if yes... then think;
What am i to do?
Go-ahead... I know you can do it!!
very encouraging...thanks...who are you?
you know better... who m i?
Not sure if I know who you are...but if materializing dreams was all that easy in life, I would have chased so many others...with CONVICTION. Nevertheless, thanks for your encouragement.
Do you really know who you are? Why do you even begin to wonder who anonymous is? If anonymous wanted to have a name attached to the posts, she/he would'nt be anonymous. ;-) Keep on dreaming & keep on believing.
Well, I don't claim to know myself too well..but seems like you know me pretty well...:-)Asking was just out of curiousity...Dreaming and believing don't go side by side....but yes 'just do it' would make sense and so shall I follow...
It does not make any sense to have dreamz that you dont believe in. Dreaming & believing in those dreamz is the best & the only combination.
Full stop. You said it. And I also know you ain't the first anonymous.
whatever....
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