Question

In a moment gone by, a dream surfaces....and then it vanishes in thin air, to resurface! You long for it, you cherish it, you nurture it and then you just let it go...because it just doesn't seem so right. It just doesn't seem yours. You still are haunted by it - day in and day out and then you become used to it. Haunted existence - do we believe in that? Do we want to live like that forever or make an effort to live up to your dream? What is more important to you? Living a dream or constantly fighting with your ego to not even think about it?

I question you.

Some silly thoughts keep flashing by - and I keep trying to look for an answer - good or bad doesn't matter. Whether it solves the purpose that you have in mind that matters. You can choose to ignore the world and be happy or you can try to look inside you, really get to what you wish for and then act on it. I want to understand myself. I want to dwell deeper into the thought process that I am into these days and come up with something that is purely what I think is right and what I should do.

And guess what, I did what I wanted to do. I don't know if it was right. or wrong. I don't know where would it lead me to. I just did it because I felt like doing it. Somethings, atleast somethings that i don't want to put too much of my brain into. :-)