Thursday, March 06, 2008

Maine tou kiya!!!

...another hour in hand before my next crusade begins...all in all...the whole process of shifting is going smooth, with much comforting breathers in between (Under stress, they work miracles..trust me!!).
With very few hours of sleep in last 4-5 days, I am walking, talking and driving like a zombie yet I have no complains...one of the best things I could do was go along with Bhai to pick Ma and Pa. Meri pyaari maa...mere jeevan ka sabse khoobsoorat sach. Myaar maa jan kui nee ho sakad...It was such a great feeling to hold her hand and walk her down the railway station, while making sure Pa was right beside...parents become your kids with age. With them around, my peace of mind comes back to myself and so does all the pampering. I also experimented photography for the half an hour that I was free awaiting the train and this time with Bhai with me. Mera chota 'bhula'...bhula, as I call him in garhwali...
...and the reason I was itching to post something here - while all good things remain with me for keeps...there is something that I got to vent out too...I WON't, I WON't, I WON't...but then I so much want to, want to, want to...and I guess I Will, I Will, I sure as hell WILL...but alright, I give it to YOU this time...and so I will(NO..please) NOT do it THIS time...and LET it be WITH me (oh fish!)...till the time it can...and then..when I think I should, I MOST definitely WILL...
I know it doesn't make sense...it is not supposed to make sense...and there are no code words I am using. Guess I have just lost it for today. But what the heck, I love it! Life, it ROCKS...am learning...and then I shall unlearn what I learnt...and then I should practically put to use what I unlearn...and then I shall master.....

...and cheers..I managed to go to a temple today...one 'the last I did' smashed!

5 comments:

Unknown said...

Well, that was complicated.....but what the heck-you sounded happy-so let the cup of joy runneth over.....and yup,you were quick with your blog despite the pressures-what did I once tell you about you and multitasking ? Safe and happy moving-enjoy

Satanic Angel said...

Maa is the bestest thing that can happy to anyone.

Satanic Angel said...

oh and do come out with ur potli-baba-ki-secrets :p

Anonymous said...

Come here, lay your head on my shoulders. Let me make you some herbal tea. Do you like herbal tea?

Tell me whatever that bothers you.

And after I give you a biggg jaadu-ki-puppy, you can run along...

That was it... said...

Anony...thank you...but don't like herbal tea and quite capable of handling myself anf everything else related to me. :-)