Monday, January 15, 2007

Unrested Composure

...As soon as I walk in the bay of my work area - my team asks me if everything is fine. Himanshu took me to a corner and asked if all was well...I looked very calm and composed, as if a lot of my questions had been answered. I told him and others what I thought was going on in my mind - the fact that I had to get rid of some habits.
But I know there is a lot going on in my mind - time for an introspection. With not much work in office, things are already taking a toll on me. I seem to have lost myself over a period of time. Alright, bad things happen to you. But life does not stop. You don't let everything go haywire.This was a very wrong time to be sitting idle, when I wanted to soak myself in just work and work. Things look better today, with RFPs flowing in. There has been something missing - I need the same rigour and go-getter attitude in me that I had few months back. I want to create a niche for myself both in the insurance domain as well as the BD group. With Gold nominations again on the forefront, I wonder if I will be lucky this time around. But am glad, atleast this time it is planned and well thought off, post my discussions with Manish - we know the pros and cons of it now. Thanks partner, for always being there by my side. For giving me the space to build up on my career.
I guess it is time for me to give up on the slack in life and strive towards my next goal. Networking and Perfection.

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