It irritates me to think what have I done out of my life. I stand at a point where there is no return to anywhere that I may want to go. Doors closed, and more to follow. Closed. Sums up my state. To do things that I don’t want to do and not being able to do things that I want to do. What does anyone do in such circumstances? Have patience – is that it? For how long can life go on in circular loops? I always thought life was headed in one direction – still, curved, bumpy, yet moving on in one direction. But if I talk of today, my life seems to be going nowhere.
When you have to do things which in sanity no body can think of doing, what do you do? I always believed I could be in charge of things that concerned me and my life. What a fool I have been to think that all along. But you know what, better late than never. Paradoxical situation – I feel ashamed of my beliefs today, my faith on others, my thought process, and my love.
There is a price one has to pay to put everything on stake for your own selfishness, the price to nurture your dreams, to be able to stand up for your happiness, to chase those moments that keep you alive in the real sense of it, to get influenced by people who claim/proclaim to conquer the world and in the real situations, show their inability to do anything. Out of nothing at all really! Woman, understand one fact in life – you alone cannot and will never be able to drive everything on your own. Step into something only if you are alone accountable for it.
God, this ain’t done. I have declared a silent war – yet another time with you. Prove me wrong or take the blame.
2 comments:
Now that was profound. Couldn't understand the moot point.
Misery of being a woman, is it? Or the tale of a self-procalimed impotent woman? Or what?
The latter I guess - for it really doesn't matter how powerful you are, when there are more lives involved with you, who don't seem to have the will/courage to fight up. Profound? Wasn't life that, anyway?
There can never be a misery in my life, because I am a woman. But there might be enough miseries around me beacuse I am a wife, and a daughter, and most of all a MOM. :-) cheers!
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