Irretrievable Breakdown

Is it heading towards me or am I approaching it? Yet to see.

We will collide - I know. Today or tomorrow. Today, at this very moment - i am comfortably numb. Actually not sure. I am numb. Numb to everything around me. I know there are decisions, roads, cicumstances, people - a new set alogether. Will think about all that later - right now it is this irretrievable breakdown that I want to think about. Whoa! Not sure if anybody can.

Torn - how apt! Dunno watever that meant on that conversation with a friend, sometimes without knowing anything, people swear on your state of mind. Guess, your expressions are so evident. ...and talking about the lyrics of Torn - the lines that I liked - You're a little late, I'm already torn.